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i don't wanna grow up. Adulthood means more work, more responsibility, more disaster, more hatred, more pain, and more of things that you never desired for. I just want to be myself, not caring about how others think about me, cz that's just 2 fake.
June 22

The Standardized Handbook for Critics of Art

—“Although, critics who write about the arts tend to deny the existence of any objective standards for evaluating works of arts, they have a responsibility to establish standards by which works of art can be judged. ”

Follow the “Standardized Handbook for Critics of Art”—Or not?

    A piece of painting might be criticized as “vulgar” or “amazing”, and a snapshot of photograph could be rated as the “photo of the year”. But how or by what rules do critics make their judgment? Are there any objective standards that the critics can use to evaluate the works of arts in their subject area?

    An objective standard is, by definition, an existing basis of measurement that is well acknowledged, and should not change rapidly over time. However, on the subject of arts, people’s views change rapidly from time to time. For example, children seldom consider what was a fashion at their parents’ time as an acceptable style. Other works of arts, such as paintings, music, architecture, etc., are similar in receiving various public preferences from time to time. For example, the priceless paintings by Van Gogh had never been valued, nor appraised by any critics when he was alive, but today, his works of art have became admirable, and highly valuable among all paintings. Imagine when one kind of stylish art is brought to a different time period in history, most likely the public would exclude its appearance.

    In many different subjects other than arts, like economical, political, and social issues, critics have concurrence on certain standards that make their evaluation less arguable and more persuasive. But in the subject of art, objective standards could hardly be established because art is virtually a personal preference and a subjective inspiration of oneself. Not only the view of arts varies over time, but also from person to person. Different people often express different attitudes on the same piece of art. These facts advise that the persistent and well-acknowledged objective standards do not exist in the fields of art, while public preferences are able to vote for, or against the critics’ opinion.

    Now it appears that critics of arts do not have a handbook of objective standards to follow. Nevertheless, they do have established in their mind, whether they admit or not, a subjective standard while evaluating any works of arts. In order to evaluate a piece of art, one must have a basic stereotype in their mind to use as a measurement. This basic stereotype would be one’s subjective standards, which more or less, would reflect prevailing public opinions. A critic’s subjective standards, like all everyone else’s, are always influenced by the society, as he lives in through mass media, personal communications, or even inherited cultures. However there’s a factor that usually leads critics away from the public opinion, which is their knowledge. Most critics have studied in a certain subject for years or even decades, and have gain enough experiences, knowledge, and possibly instincts, which allow them to have deeper insight of the art works, make better judgment, therefore more likely to persuade its audiences to accept their point of view.

    Although while evaluating specific works of arts, the critics attempt to influence the public opinion with what they believe is good, mediocre, or bad, most of them do not feel that they have a responsibility to establish standards for works of arts. Rather they feel they have an obligation to express their own opinions and lead the public to embrace their interpretation and judgment on what they think is good or bad. Hence the job of critics is to dissect, analyze, explain and criticize the prime of works of arts. But because of their experience and their omniscient knowledge, their evaluations often are de facto viewed as the authorized “standards” by most of people. People tend to trust and quote the analyses, and after a period of time, start to rely on it.

       To a critic, an objective standards on the subject of arts might not exist, but while they use their own subject standards to evaluate and influence the public, their evaluations mistakenly became what the public think as a standard. Even though, this standard could not be a true objective standard because it could only last a short time as people’s sense of style changes.

December 01

PI

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ABOUT ME

SO THE OTHERDAY I WAS WRITING ABOUT "MYSELF"... ON FACEBOOK, IT'S KINDA RANDOM:
 
My name pronounces like Karen but spells with two ees. “我有一双大大的眼睛,大大的鼻子,大大的嘴巴,还有一
个大大的头“ this is how i introduced myself in preskool, but now it's kinda different. My multi-personality have never proven to be true. I talk a lot to people I know. I listen to the music cz i need weird noises as the background to support my thoughts. (Volume: low) My IQ is not anywhere below gifted, but my EQ could be the lowest among all people that i know. I have the patient for math and physic problems; I do not have the patient for family and love issues, they drive me nuts. I write random thoughts, included a 40 page diary on my bf for no apparent reason. The first boy I liked was Ten and a Half years older than me, and I asked him to marry me when I grow up, he said yes, and I was Nine and Half years old.
I like to read randomly and run to waste my time.
I like things that make you think.
I hate amiable people; they make the world seem to be so perfect when it’s totally defective.
I hate "small people" not in size, but AKA Children, or people who hv not developed their maturity to a certain level under my perspective.
I hate everything that does not deal with thinking, logic, and fun, including money, love, honor, etc.
I believe that people will die when their heart beats a certain # of times. I believe that conceited people and rebels are entertaining and cool.
I don’t believe in god because there is not evidence proving it exists.
I’m random, which makes me hard to understand.
 
SO HOW IS THIS...? I'VE ACTUALLY GOT MORE TOTHIS... I JUST DON'T WANNA TAKE 2 MUCH SPACE ON THAT f/b THING-EE
November 14

CAN'T BELIEVE THAT MY DAD IS LETTING ME TO WRITE AN ESSAY FOR HIS FRIEND... I'M MAD... BUT THE ESSAY IS OKAY~

Seek First to Understand and Then to Be Understood.
– The Habit of Empathetic Communication
 
“Seeking first to understand, diagnosing before you prescribe, is hard...but it's the mark of all true professionals” 
              --Stephen Covey
 
     Often, people like to give out advices before having empathetically understood a person and their situation, and as a result, these advices usually are rejected. In a working group, however, understanding by others is what everyone most desires for. The book The Seven Habits of Highly Effective People by Stephen Coney suggested in the 5th habit to “understand and then to be understood”. This chapter of the book advices that both to understand and be understood is extremely important in a working society.
     For every judgment and advice, instead of giving your own opinion, listen to other’s concerns is professed to increase the chance of establishing a better working communication. Covey explained this in his simple analogy “diagnose before you prescribe”. For example, a doctor will always first checks the patient to see what’s wrong, then he ask questions for his own reference, at last he gives the prescription base on his knowledge and past experiences. This process of understanding and advising does not only apply to doctors, but as a metaphor, applies to all other fields of professions and daily life. Hence when other people complains about a problem, do not interfere their speech in the middle, let them finish and try to rephrase their story to make sure you truly understood, and then try to analyze and give advice. This way will best help the relationship in between and the advice will most likely to be accepted. 
     Another important principle of understanding is the way you listen. According to Covey, when another person is speaking, we usually "listen" at one of four levels: ignoring, pretending, selective listening, or attentive listening. We should be using the fifth, highest form of listening - empathic listening. Empathic listening is a way of listening and responding to another person that improves the mutual understanding and trust in between. Especially when you genuinely want to get connected. Learn how to listen empathically will help you to accurately interpret the speaker’s message, and therefore it would be easier for you to provide an appropriate respond.
     Only understanding others is not enough to create a symphonious community. In fact, the next step is to be understood. From what’s previously discussed about; it takes thoughts to understand others, and here, it takes courage to be understood. According to a public survey, ‘death’ is people’s second fear in life; ‘speaking in public’ is at the top of the rank. Clearly, many people are afraid of talking in public, and especially when giving out a personal opinion. But spreading one’s opinion is essential for them to be understood by others. In many times, the outcome of this fear is why people don’t get to be recognized. So while working in a group, be outgoing and talkative. After you understand your audience, they would be glad to take a chance and understand you, too. So try to stand in their shoes and think what they want to learn about you. And never be afraid of speaking out your own conceptions.
     Base on my own personal experiences, both understanding others and allow myself to be understand is not an easy step at first. It was hard for me, as well as many other people, to stay calm and listen while others claim their problems. We always have an assumption of what happened even before recognizing the story, because we’d likely to connect the problem to an own experience. But most times things are different, and people have different perspectives towards every situation. After many conversations with friends, noticing the 5th habit while I listen, I learned that it is essential to allow the speaker to finish their speech, because as I follow down the story, my viewpoint also changes. I too, was once afraid of speaking in public; it made me feel anxious and nervous. Speaking of my own opinion to my colleagues was also hard because I was afraid that I might have a wrong view. But after countless number of practice in public, and getting to know my colleagues, speaking became much easier. As I speak more often and more confident; I found that people start to comprehend me through my words and expressions. I’m glad that I have practiced this principle and allow me to be better connected with others.
     By definition, a habit is an acquired behavior pattern regularly followed until it has become almost involuntary. In a long term of period, practice will make these principles into habits. After mastering the process of understanding others and to be understood, a fare working society will automatically be established. To spread this idea of interdependent communication to other people will help to avoid certain misunderstandings, errors and confusions within the group, and insist the collaboration within family and society.

FIRST CHINESE "ZUOWEN" IN YEARS

上坡中的过山车

铃……铃……铃……熟悉的铃声又再一次在耳边响起,同样的声音,但不同的地点。

回头看,愉快的暑假好似很久以前。而在眼前的,是一个陌生的校园,不同的环境,不同的老师,与不同的朋友。我来到了另一个不同的世界,生命中的一个转折点。有人说生命像过山车。而我觉得,生命更像一个游乐场,有各种各样的过山车,我们有一生的时间,在游乐场里做自己的选择。

小学的时候,我的生活没有压力,每天无忧无虑。小小的我从不知道时间的速度和珍贵。童年就像坐旋转木马一样乐在其中,偶尔往外看看,不时地向外面的妈妈招招手,等到木马停下来时,才愕然发现童年已经结束了。

我的中学时光是短暂的,它只持续了两年。我认为中学是一个过渡,我慢慢地看到了小学时那个无知的我,看到即将在高中面对的压力。就像从木马上下来的孩子一样,抬头望着旁边自己马上要登上的庞大的过山车,心里有说不出期望与恐惧。

   中学完后的暑假中,我有生以来坐上了自己开的第一个碰碰车。座在驾驶位上,心里十分的兴奋。我现在有了自己的一辆车,我可以做出我自己的选择。在闷热的暑假里,我开着我的碰碰车,在中国寻找我自己的路。我明白,我可以把自己的车开向一个角落,从那个角落去看世界,去看别人的人生。可是我没有,我驶向游戏厅的中央,低档向我驶来的撞击,选择我自己的敌人。从车上下来后,我发现自己变了很多,对大过山车的恐惧渐渐的减少了,虽然还没有信心十足,但我知道自己勇敢了很多。

坐在过山车上,我听见了与其它游戏一样的阀门开起的铃声,无意之中,车已经开向上坡。我发现自己在逐渐地远离地面,缓慢的速度使我焦急,前方的滑坡使我恐惧。我抓住了自己的手来镇定自己。下坡的惊险我没有感受过,但我想我应该准备好了。如今我还在等待,高中才刚开始,真正的作业,比赛,成绩,与熬夜都还在后面。四年后,当过山车到站时,我一定觉得自己经历了一段精美多姿的旅程。我现在只须昂头挺胸,迎向眼前的挑战。

过山车所在的游乐场大得很,在人生中我还将会有不同的挑战。如果过山车上的我勇敢,我将会乐于尝试今后各样的困难;但如果我太胆小,在这个游乐场里我可能会玩得不够——。目前的我,在这个新的环境里,需要时间去适应。时机对时,我会争取一切可争取到的机会来使我的高中生活与众不同,充实有趣,别有一番滋味。

HISTORY (this story... can't beleive it~ it's so good... event thought it's half year ago...)

the dead

have you ever thought about...manslaughter?
probably not.
maybe cause you leave in a happy family with everything that works out very well. but... for someone... it's not the same...
she tried so many times, to control her self. so many times with that only reason. but this time, she failed.
now, sitting on the sofa, holding a book, looking at the dead body of her brothers... still bleeding, eyes opening, staring at her.
she does not regret, and she never will. she wanted to do this so many times, but she was afraid that her daddy will get mad at her. but now... she doesn't care anymore.
smilling at the dead body, she kept on reading her book. 'pride and predujes', waiting for her daddy to come home, and waiting for the face of her daddy when he sees this. how will he act? she thought. what is he going to do when he knows that i killed the little one? hehe... she laughed so coldly.
she hates dead people, and feels sorry for them, nomatter who they are... she felts pitty for them. but the only exception is him--her little brother.
she feels happy. happy in a way she never felt before.
she knows that her life won't ever be the same again. no more unequalty with the little one. or she's going to be the only one there. and the little one... is going to be somewhere else.
her father... is too... have been mean to her. will i kill him too? she asked.
no, don't. she answered her self. you mother still loves him.
still... she said.
yes, still... the other part of her said. mom is such a dum woman.
i know. but that's just the way it is. i dont' think she'll never know what's really happening to her life.
we feel sorry for her.
yes, we do.
or else, we are going to kill them all...
kill them all, and we'll be fine too, after that. live happyly after.
no bullying
no unfair
no grounding
no pain
no hurt
...
she hears the garage open, and knows that daddy is home. and now, it's going to be the time, for her, to show her dad... death, of the little... and the... death, of himself.
darling, i'm home!
yes daddy, how's work?
 
...................
you know what's going to happen...
 
"where's your brother?" asked dad
 
"he's upstairs," she answers, "you want to see him, he's having some really serious problems..."
 
"oh?" dad seems suprised,
 
.....................
 
upstairs...
 
dad was standing at the door, shocked...
 
turning back at her... saw a knife coming at him, and...
 
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
 
                        
 
 
                                                                  the end

my poem

Once upon an eastern journey, while I wondered, bored and query
Questioned the problems that found me, found me through the course of SAT
The problem of loneliness, and bored-ness facing life
Incomprehensible and frustration facing future
Then came the so-called friendship knocking on my cell
Tenderly it knocked, and easily I accepted
Solitude was defeated, wretchedly it walked away,
Confusion turns into vapor, swiftly it vanished
But then there were you
The irresistible attraction thee brought
Stunned I was, silently I pondered, should I deny, or…

………………………………………
The ‘once upon’ story went on,
I tried, to make the decision, but unintelligent I was.
So therefore I fallowed, not knowing what’s ahead
The ‘once upon’ story still went on,
I followed, along the edge, and my brain went into coma,
So therefore I did not know what had occurred, and what had changed

You,
Unconscious you were
Be swayed by thy emotions, unable to control thy affections
Be ashamed of thy self, I joked, and nothing more
I
Useless I was,
Moved by you, fascinated by you,
Distracted, and eventually much more


Nothing more that I remember, merely the shadow of the failing ember
Regret and love that’s there, and nothing more.
Mature the way you think, naive I am
What’s the intrinsic value between us
What’s the point of the involvement of relationship
We know, that time, soon or later, shall swipe away
Then why are we here, wasting today
When we all understand the uncertainness of tomorrow.


You don’t believe in tomorrow, because you are ‘mature’
But unfortunately I do, and you know I do. So that’s just ‘too bad’ for me.
November 02

his poem

            当水遇上冰
虽是极端,
却能两相怡.
同出青天白日中,
只是生辰各不同.

冰无常形,水无常势.
天长地久可言否? 难!
但.
终究根同情深处,不求生生两相随.
汇尽天涯时,彼此虽不知,
身心你我已共融.
this is odd... i don't really get it... but oh well
 
 
October 29

i could never think a title 4 this.~

So it has been a while~
the last entry was more of a HistoriCal FicTioN, than a imaginary or FactS.
 
Lots of stuffs happened, nd i don't wanna tell everything cz that's gonna take 2 long, way 2 long~ but in general:
....................................i'm always the same.
 
One big thing: i'm back w/Jason
isn't that so cool? love it! 
well, it was all bcz of his B-Day, i got him a card and wrote him a letter. it's awkward that i didn't have much hw that week...
 
i called him yesterday, nd i thought it would be a pretty short conversation... but it went... way 2 long~
i almost forgot that it was "Peak Minutes"!!! my dad would probably get so pissed off if he saw me talking on the phone for such a long time during Peak time~~ But it was fun, it worth it!
 
i miss him~ Life is Tough. i really don't know how he thinks...
 
at night, my uncle came over to our house and started talking w/ my dad, so i was all alone in my room. I started a 'facebook' (a personal space that's shared with school/bussines friends created by a 22 year old guy who just graduated from Harvard in 06'), it was okay. i used to reject it, but since Jason told me to get one... okay then~ i was bored and couldn't get it, so i called him again.
 
he wasn't there nd i talked to his roommate, i know his name is scott, but i don't know how... (it makes me think of scott yu!!!!)
 
nd when he came back, we talked for... like... an hour? oh god~ i almost got a headache or something... even though i had a history of talking to people on the phone for 5 hours straight, but Jason's different. don't know where's special, but he just is! xD
 
btw, it was really cute, he said he's gonna reply my letter, nd... i'll wait~ lol
r we friends or r we L''ers?
September 27

Wise men make proverbs, but Fools Repeat them!

"what?"
"i just said it, and u heard it"
"Oh my god..."
"<silent>"
"you mean this is the end of the world?"
"No, ... this is the end of u and I."
"but... but why?"
"<pause>"
"......."
"i... you know sometimes-- things just isn't right, it is the wrong time, in the wrong place, and all there is about us is a mistaken story."
"but you changed so fast."
"everyone changes, and you just have to get use to it"
 
 
"this is our last day"
"yes it is, <pause> u have something to say?"
"not really"
"anything? maybe with 3 words?"
"i love u"
"*laugh* i love u 2 hon~"
"bye"
"good luck"